I am making a new blog.

Ah yes, another one to my collections of blogs, most of which are left unscathed and unused.

I think I’ll leave this behind as an anchor of past memories.

The object of this blog was supposed to be an unravelling of sorts; a peel and repeat process (hence the name).

This blog was supposed to reveal who I am, the person I rarely let out, give it a little air dry. I feel as if I haven’t done justice the cause.

The blog was supposed to be personal. It was supposed to be filled with writings (for I dearly love to write), with half-finished doodles (things that don’t make the schizophreniccolors cut), photos, books I’ve read, annoyances, inspirations, people who inspire me and so much more.

I probably owe 90% of the failings of this blog to laziness, or the part of me that uses laziness as an excuse.

I was thinking of starting from scratch here, but then again, I thought, that would defeat the purpose.

So I’m starting a new blog, though I’m keeping this one intact. 

I may want to start a new page but I can’t cut out the previous ones I’ve written.

So here is a link to my new blog:

http://sayseames.tumblr.com/

Hopefully I stick with this one. The blog name ‘without bounds’ is dear to my heart. Plus I would want to butcher a blog from overuse. I’ve left too many untouched and forgotten.

So for now, I bid adieu to peel and repeat. You were a great idea left to dry.

I haven’t really posted anything in any of my blogs, mostly due to school and lame ass excuses. And laziness too.

But that might change soon.

I am terribly excited for summer break! And its mainly because there’s no school anymore :D meaning no finals, no thesis, no unwanted sacrificial tribute of blood, sweat and tears!

I have been excruciatingly itching for some form of creativity. Some self-initiated creativity, of course! I am SUUPER itching to draw and paint and build stuff like bird houses! 

Its like the seven year itch or something…

I am terribly in need of art! 

OH MY GOD!

I’ve never really felt this way before… probably because I’ve always had time to sneak in a little doodle here and there, but these past few months have been filled to the brim of things I could care less of (ok, I actually do care) that I can’t seem to find time where i’m not brain dead or burnt out and am in a capable position to make art, much less move. 

So yeah, my fingers are just restless. 

I have a feeling this coming summer will be a HUGE surge of creativity, art, walks and the like will. Creativity with no bounds! Ala Eames!

I want to walk aimlessly and take photos! I want to doodle to my heart’s content! I want to re-learn how to paint! I want to practice my anatomy! I want to make a bird house! I want to be a circus! To create with no walls! No boundaries! I want to do everything!

I’ll also try to get dance classes again :>

Ugh.

I want to create NOW!

I had an amazing walk today.

Everything was pitch perfect:

the sun was soft and radiant and very agreeable,

the breeze was melodic,

I had a massage earlier in the day so my skin felt nice and I was glistening haha,

I was in a dress and sandals and I felt pretty,

the city was quiet and it’s citizens idle and hidden,

and I had my mother’s camera in hand.

Today was wonderful.

Plus, i got great photos out of it :D too bad I wasn’t able to take a shot the thing I wanted to take in the first place due to a lack of batteries :(

Oh well, that just means I’ll have to do this again :D

This also gives me the opportunity to finally update Paper cuts and Bandages, my photo blog. It’s been resting in it’s hibernating state for too long :P

And

I think I’ll be doing this more often on Sundays.

this year I’m planning to make a video blog diary.

I’ve never been the one to talk 

nor the one to jump in front of a camera

but I think it will do me good.

I’ve always kept everything inside of me,

or at least the things that matter,

or at least I think they matter.

I’ll still continue to write

but i think there is something cathartic

about speaking out,

of releasing,

of letting go.

It’ll be healthier.

I think.

I don’t exactly know where I’ll do it nor if I’ll even put it out in public. 

probably not.

we’ll see.

I refuse to believe that my life won’t get any better after my college experience.

These are not the best years of my life… I will make sure of it.

and I’m quite excited :>

Not exactly about Christmas;

well I am, but not as much as I am excited for dyeing my hair :D

Why the wait?

Well, It’s more for my grandmother. We come meet her in a monastery once a year; December, if you haven’t figured that out yet.

I wouldn’t exactly want to kill her via my do. No. I would not want to do that.

Though I have quite the petty dilemma: I don’t know what color I want.

I know I’ve been pining over pink the past few hairy posts,

but two other colors have surfaced:

blue/turquoise and purple/lavender.

And those are just the general colors. There are still shades to come across.

So I figured, I ‘ll bleach my hair in some salon, since I’m not exactly keen on doing it on my own just yet, then I’ll buy the color online.

Buut I have to choose a color first.

What to pick, what pick?

It’s either pink, blue/turquoise or purple/lavender… 

Hmm… what to pick?

I will start running/jogging/walking/dragging my feet around the village…

a.k.a. working out o_o

I’m not one to work out buuutt

there’s one thing being thin and there’s another being fit.

I want to vie for the latter.

Let’s get physical baby!

*game face on!*

I’ve been sleeping really late these days, say 1-3am,

all I think is due to the internet.

So my resolve?

I will avoid you.

I will avoid the internet as much as I can.

Let’s see how far I can go this time.

So I’ve come to realize that I need to start working out.

I’m starting to feel the effects of gravity beating down on me.

I’ve never really had the problem on slimming down, heck I even want to gain weight!

But there is a difference between being thin and fit; and I just want to be the latter.

So I’ll make up a workout routine for a week, then continue it for as long as I can haha

My, oh my, let’s see if I can keep this up.

This coming from a person who never really worked out.